365 days of love.

Hello Everyone!

Jswagg here ;) 

Things have been amazingly good!

She’ll Be down here in a week for spring break too! :D   

We together are gunna go to knotts and i might go with her and her momma to Disneyland… I hope she takes me :(

And I know its only a week, but the possibilities are endless…

Anyways, we gotta get back to our things so leave us questions and stuff, we want to hear from you guys!! :D 

Bye for now! :)

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NO WE DIDN’T BREAK UP.

tehehe we havent been on here since forever.

what happened?

we just got busy… the time that we had free we took it to talk to each other but im pretty sure we could have had the time to blog here and there but I am personally going to try. I will start with story time tomorrow, I just wanted to announce that I’m personally back and that I love him right now more than ever (he will be back too I promise tehehe ;] )

Love, the Jswag and Breezy way <3

Almost!! :O

So i have about three days till i go visit guys!!!! :D

I will be able to: 

of here and finally be at peace with :)

I do plan to record the trip so look out for a vid coming out soon guys :) 

i can’t wait ^o^ 

we gunna club

We gunna cuddle:

We gunna have adventures:

But most of all, we’re gunna be together and be happy :)<3

i really look forward to this trip guys. Im looking forward to all the fun thats in store for breezy and I<3  That, plus i’ll finally say that i traveled  somewhere  in life lol >.< But yea guys, im really happy to finally see her!!! it feels like its been YEARS since  i’ve seen her, and if you guys didn’t know, we both have TOTALLY DIFFERENT views on pain and emotions lol >.< i hurt because i miss her and shes happy cause she misses me :p its all good, we can pull through and in the end be happy and work towards what we want<3 

PS…

We’re working on having one each…

:D!!!

Hey guys it me jswag! :D 

Well as of today, the count down is at eight days !! :D

Lately, i havent been all there.

Ive had this feeling of fear in me for a while now, and on top of that i also have this feeling of heaviness.. if that makes sence….

I all really care about is going out there and being with her, cause i know that shell make things way better, just like she used to. 

Well yea >.< Its gunna be one full week guys!! :D 

i have a great feeling that we’re gunna have so much fun exploring the city, going out every day and just having the time of our lives! <3

baby, i love you. know that ill do anything for you. i know that you know about my little flying fear, and know that its because of you that ive grown the courage to get on a plane after years of avoiding it. When i say that i’ll do anything for you baby i mean it! Because of you ive pushed my self to do things that i thought i would of never done. i would of never had the confidence like i do today about my body<3

thank you. when i say your my motivation, i mean it<3

FIRST DATE: TRON LEGACY | Day55

He asked me out to our first date January 1st, 2011 on skype >.<3..

my thought “Finally ;D”!!!!!

I was soo nervous! I didn’t know what to wear. how to do my hair. I didn’t want to say the wrong things..typical infatuated girl on a first date >.<3

He finally picked me up ;)

I got in his car… it was then that I realized that was the first time my date actually picks me up with his car..I got in he looked so hot!<3 …made me even more nervous >.> hehe

We got to uptown cinemas.. we didn’t stand in front of the theaters for hours deciding what to watch because we already set in watching tron ^o^

In the middle of the movie… he didn’t stop shaking his legs. I thought he was bored… haha..then he told me right after I thought that..” sorry I can’t stop shaking my legs I get so nervous with a pretty girl like you” it was so cutee! >.<

after a minute or so..HE TEXTED ME tehehe…” can I hold your hand?” .. I giggled and said yes, then he held my hand. That was the first time we held hands. I can still remember the feeling. It was an instant pact that we made.<3

The movie went by fast.. we walked to his car and now that the ice was broken we talked in his car for a longgg while about the most interesting things.:D<3

It was getting late so he drove me home..

this is the best part yet heheh sorry baby >.<

When we were going to say goodbye I leaned in because i was going to kiss his cheek…he thought i was going to kiss his lips and he turned quickly and kissed my lips..tehehe the jerk of me said “I was going to kiss your cheek”..and he was so embarrassed..but then I told him I wanted to kiss you though, but he still said sorry a million time >.< 

That was our first kiss<3

Then clever me left my phone in his car not accidentally..but to have an excuse to see him the next day >.<3 hehe

so that is how the beginning of the love story goes.. from now on when we listen to daft punk we remember how we started..actually daft punk is our favorite band together <3 because we know thats how it all started..<3

-I love you Jswag<3

Skype Date for our 7 months <3 |Day 54

Yesterday was our 7 month anniversary. ^0^

Since we are not physically with each other we decided to skype basically ALL day >.<

                                        It was honestly loads of fun :D!

Actually, I love skype. I am going to love it forever. Skype was actually how we were getting to know each other in the first place.. >.<

anyways with all of this remembering..

I recall our first date which is going to be my next post….;)

Pros Vs. Cons | Day53

Hey Guys (Jswag)

Well as you all know me and breezy are in a LDR ( long distance relationship)

There are so many things that have changed. 

Cons: 

Distace

Not physically being there when we need each other.

miss communication.

going to places alone and seeing couples happy together while we’re about 500 miles away.

No kisses.

no hugs.

her not wiping away my tears when i cry. (im the weak one lol)

Home alone all day Vs. used to go out all day with her.

No more knocking out on my couch together. 

No more being able to come over because we need eachother and its so easy cause we lived ten mins away.

Pros:

skype 

texting

facebook

calls

visits

sleeping together when i do visit 

more memories made 

appreciated each other more

grow stronger 

and the only thing keeping us together:

OUR LOVE.

baby im sorry for miss understanding you sometimes. i dont like the fact that i cant be there for when when i need to, but i know that all this time that we are going to be distant from each other will not matter when we finally see the day that we live together. I know shit isnt all good for you right now, and there are some small things that do annoy you, but hey babe, chill.. you got this :) we got this<3

i miss you terribly. i know we both have different mindsets about feeling the same pain but understanding it in a different way. In the end it wont even matter cause we’ll be together and that’s all that will matter. 

i love you babe!<3

Update! |Day52

Jswag here!

If you guys didnt know, it was my birthday yesterday! :D 

And of course the beautiful breezy<3 didn’t disappoint :)<3

She calls me and tells me that she actually saved up some money for me to fly out there and see her! :D<3333

I was like:

But I put one and one together and i couldnt belive it!!!!! :D

My girlfriend saved up money so we can see eachother<3

guys, i think that is one of the mosrt amazing things some one can do for one another. 

it just goes to show that there are people in the world that do care, and are genuinely true to their other lovers and stick to  the old fashion way<3

I really can’t wait to see her<3

its cute, really. 

we both look forward to sleeping in together. 

i mean just plain ‘ol sleep guys!

no “fun” 

no nothing.

just sleep :) 

its very heart warming to know that i have some one thats there for me, and to know that she’ll be here for ever<3

I Think Its Better Than Heaven.

Breezy, Thank you. thank you for making me comfortable about my body. its becaus of you that i dont hide my self and accpet my body for what it is<3

Things are tough right now, you know with us not being abe to sdee eachother and all, but i now understand that this is for the better! this will make us stronger. Make our love better. Our hugs more appreciated, Our kisses more meaningful. Our simple hi’s and goodbye more full of emotions. Your simple touch more embraced. You sweet comments more fond.

I can’t wait to live my rest of my life with you babe. For we have a prominent future ahead of us, and i can’t fathom what memories are just waiting to be befall<3

I fucking love you breezy<3

Eventually<3

51? ;)

Hey guys!

I’m sure you all know that i went to visit eh? ;)

Well i did! :D

When my dad told me that he was gunna take me, oh my… :)

My exact feelings ^

Well yea i had to wake up hella early. things were tough cause i was like this for the first four hours…

Anyways :p 

My god people, when i saw her i couldn’t help but feel so happy inside! :D

I saw her and grabbed her like:

Well yea, we took the train back to Berkeley and just sat thier in the seats, quietly starring at eachother :)

I could feel the love in our hearts growing even more and more <3

We stopped by this pizza place called bloodies and we grubbed for a bit :) 

After that, we walked up a bit and went to take a mini tour of her school.

It was really cool!! i actually want to move out there :p

I felt bad though cause i had a stomach ache so we were forced to go to her dorm and relax for a while.

when we climbed in her bed…

I felt this warmth

This feeling of safe-ness

It was love<3

Our Love<3

I was so happy that i was able to sleep with her, even for that small amount of time that we did<3

Baby, I’m so proud of you<3

MY baby girl is in the top notch schools out there, and i get the privilege to say that you’re MY girlfriend. MY girlfriend attends a prestigious school because of her ability to be so god damn smart<3 I know i hard a hard time letting you go, but i know i can trust you with all my heart and soul because i mean, you are my soul mate right?<3

I Love You Breezy, with all my heart and soul, and im so glad that we’ve met because i wouldn’t be complete with out you.

I will do everything in my power to make you proud of me as much as i am as you<3

For One day, we will be living together, sharing memories for hours on end and just live the life thar everyone DREAMS of<3

I Love You<3

He came to visit:) | Day 49

So I’ve been gone. For Two weeks now, it has been hard, but comparatively easy. I know right? >.< 

I see cute couples here all the time >.>….at first I felt nostalgic

but now I’m just optimistic about it :D

This has been an awesome start because we keep the communication way up and I’m not out there partying hard >.<

I love him. and him only. He knows I’ve ignored every guy that has talked to me in the interested fashion :p haha I only have eyes set for him <3

I honestly think this is going to more easy then we thought, he will be coming down here to stay for weekends :D! Awesome.

ALSO very important. its fucken great knowing that college wont be about finding the right one. fuck no. i have my soulmate already! eveything is just so picture fucken perfect with him<3

I just, it is so great guys. Knowing that no shit is going to keep you guys apart:D

Well today, he got here I kissed the hell out of him. I showed him my dorm <3 I took him in the wonder of Berkeley, and watched him sail goodbye, I cried all the way back home…

I know I don’t tell you when I cry baby, I wanna seem stronger than i really am for both of us, but i am emotional! hehe but yes seeing you go is like a break and tear in my heart. But i know like i tell you well be back together once again..soon<3

Heres a little collage for you guys to enjoy from today;)

Forever.

Shes…| Day 48

Gone.

as in she left to school already.

i said my goodbyes, well i tried to. (kept sobbing like a baby)

ugh i hate this stupid feeling. 

i feel so lost. so unsafe. 

why? 

i just dont understand.

well people goodnight. 

i love you breezy<3

im really looking forward to seeing you on my birthday<3

;D | Day 47

hey guys how are you? :D

Well today was just like any other day :p 

I actually went out and bought her some of these today :))

I love seeing the reactions she shows when i get her things :)<3

it makes me feel more appreciated, more loved and more happy :D

oh…

and… 

she leaves next saturday :(</3

it breaks my heart :( 

but its for the best, and i know itll only bring us closer<3

sorry for being so short on this one guys >.<

see you guys later and we hope to hear from you as well! our ask box is always open for you lovely followers :D<3